I feel like I make everything worse. I was up for a bit, solving issues. Now I am down again, even worse.

This brightened my day

This is a must watch video, it truly made me feel better. I have had a lot of emotional ups and downs lately.. which for once in my life is hard to talk about, this might be attributed to me actually understanding myself better now or because I have no resolution to the problems. After a great wedding this past weekend and a great slumber party night with a friend, I see there are good things to come but at what cost. Possibly leaving friends is sad for me but I kinda feel like I've already left or that they have left me. Whichever one, its alright I am coming to terms with it because I feel like I have done all I can to remedy the situation and since my life is going in a different direction anyways so I am not going to worry about it.

On another note... I am sooooo excited to be getting married in about 3 and a half months!! So great that the time is going by quick. Everything is coming together really well and I couldnt be happier about it. I cant wait for all our events to start happening. We have info on our wedding website about the details (mywedding.com/patricklovesemily).

xoxo

About time

Friday random fun.

If you want to play along, simply write the first word that pops into your head for the following. Only one word allowed!

Yourself: Stuck
Your husband: Absent...
Your hair: Sad
Your Mother: Awesome
Your Father: Deceased
Your Favorite Item: Jeans
Your dream last night: None
Your Favorite Drink: Mojito
Your Dream Car: Mazda5
Your Dream Home: Loft
The Room You Are In: Combo
Your Ex: Lost?
Your fear: Clowns
Where you Want to be in Ten Years?: Family
Who you hung out with last night: Mom
What You’re Not: Motivated
Muffins: Pumpkin
One of Your Wish List Items: Dyson
Time: Passes
The Last Thing You Did: Worked
What You Are Wearing: Jeans
Your favorite weather: Rainy
Your Favorite Book: Cooking
Last thing you ate: Coffee
Your Life: Fast
Your mood: Mixed
Your Best Friends: Questionable
What are you thinking about right now: Confused
Your car: Dirty
What are you doing at the moment: Chillin
Your summer: Busy
Relationship status: Engaged
What is on your TV: Belles
What is the weather like: Cool
When is the last time you laughed: Now