This is a must watch video, it truly made me feel better. I have had a lot of emotional ups and downs lately.. which for once in my life is hard to talk about, this might be attributed to me actually understanding myself better now or because I have no resolution to the problems. After a great wedding this past weekend and a great slumber party night with a friend, I see there are good things to come but at what cost. Possibly leaving friends is sad for me but I kinda feel like I've already left or that they have left me. Whichever one, its alright I am coming to terms with it because I feel like I have done all I can to remedy the situation and since my life is going in a different direction anyways so I am not going to worry about it.
On another note... I am sooooo excited to be getting married in about 3 and a half months!! So great that the time is going by quick. Everything is coming together really well and I couldnt be happier about it. I cant wait for all our events to start happening. We have info on our wedding website about the details (mywedding.com/patricklovesemily).